haha. the title was random to be honest. it's nothing. im watching chuck at AXN that's it. lol.
well, it's almost 2 now, but i cant sleep yet. i tried to just now at 1 but i couldnt. so, went to living room and watch tv instead.
today was pretty normal. woke up at 8 then started preparing for the class at 10 and at 11 i was in the car on my way to UNITEN for the class at 12. it's only an hour class though. kinda a waste of petrol n toll. but hey, u gota do what u gota do right? or in this case im a student and im not staying in campus for this sem (YET). so, driving is the only way.
while i was in the class i got an sms from aunt saying she's going to midvalley with my grandpa. well , he's kinda bored i think so they chose to go to midvalley instead and they asked me to meet them there for lunch. well, hell yeah. class ended at 1pm and straight away went to midvalley and at 2pm i was already parked the car at gardens and on my way to food junction (dont ask y i parked there, i just hate to find the parking space at the section with just limited unused parking space so i optioned for the easier ones although it might be a bit troublesome to get to food junction T_T. had a lunch there, a plate of vege and fish and a bit of sausage. im fat now and have yet to workout since last friday T_T. well, after the lunch i went to computer shop to survey the price of 'some stuff' that i always wanted to put in my new room :D. until i actually BUY IT, i wont reveal it yet. hehe.
on the way to the car park i saw an ads saying starting tomorrow until november 8th, there will be pc n electronics fair at midvalley. hurmm...INTERESTING!
got home at 3pm and after solat zohor i just went to sleep til 5 where i woke up and went swimming instead. haha. dont ask y, but these days i often did anything RANDOMLY T_T.
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that's it from today's diary. haha. i have no class for tomorrow but MG said there will be a PPI meeting at 8pm. hurmm...MOST probably i wont join tho. SORRY MG :(.
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well, i have nothing else to say now. will keep on watching TV still.
til then peeps. take care.
U, sweet dreams aite ;)
Friday, November 6, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
first day of school :P
well, i tried and will ....T_T
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mendo lak mengarot nih. ok2. back to the topic.
first day of semester. i have yet to check in to the apartment although the final date to do so was yesterday. looks like ill be staying in shah alam for this semester. well, gota see how things go first..
so, class at 9 in UNITEN while aunt got class at 815 in UITM. arrived at UITM at 8.10am and left aunt there. around 830am quickly went to UNITEN. was using different route and a bit expensive route (additional RM1 toll :P). from shah alam i took PLUS highway to avoid traffic congestion at HICOM n a bit speeding to USJ exit and entered LDP highway that goes straight to UNITEN. at 905am i was already at BA 4 50 :P. not that long.
at 1pm all classes done (with gaps of course) , and at 1.35pm was already at UITM :D. not that bad. tomorrow got only one class at 12pm.
til then peeps.
a bit tired really. gota get use to this. huuuu
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mendo lak mengarot nih. ok2. back to the topic.
first day of semester. i have yet to check in to the apartment although the final date to do so was yesterday. looks like ill be staying in shah alam for this semester. well, gota see how things go first..
so, class at 9 in UNITEN while aunt got class at 815 in UITM. arrived at UITM at 8.10am and left aunt there. around 830am quickly went to UNITEN. was using different route and a bit expensive route (additional RM1 toll :P). from shah alam i took PLUS highway to avoid traffic congestion at HICOM n a bit speeding to USJ exit and entered LDP highway that goes straight to UNITEN. at 905am i was already at BA 4 50 :P. not that long.
at 1pm all classes done (with gaps of course) , and at 1.35pm was already at UITM :D. not that bad. tomorrow got only one class at 12pm.
til then peeps.
a bit tired really. gota get use to this. huuuu
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Through the trees
as requested by sis. there u go since ur ym cant transfer file. download here.
Low Shoulder - Through The Trees.mp3
Lyric :
All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIing over me
and your face, I can see...
Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees
I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember watching our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.
So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?
Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.
Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...
Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..
But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.
nothing to talk. k , chow
Low Shoulder - Through The Trees.mp3
Lyric :
All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIing over me
and your face, I can see...
Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees
I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember watching our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.
So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?
Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.
Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...
Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..
But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.
nothing to talk. k , chow
kepagian
lalala. pagi pagi pagi.
so, woke up and gave a call to sos asking about stuffs. all settled except apartment thingy. i think he's going to settle it later on today. so, now ill just pack some stuffs for this week in case i want to stay in cendi. tomorrow will go to uniten for add drop final session and then will starts attending the classes. insyaallah.
til then peeps. salam n Take Care ;)
so, woke up and gave a call to sos asking about stuffs. all settled except apartment thingy. i think he's going to settle it later on today. so, now ill just pack some stuffs for this week in case i want to stay in cendi. tomorrow will go to uniten for add drop final session and then will starts attending the classes. insyaallah.
til then peeps. salam n Take Care ;)
Monday, November 2, 2009
wow. a total mess today as much as i hate to admit it.
8.45am : woke up and as much as i was moodless, went to take a shower and get ready for the 'journey' to BA.
9.15am : arrived at BA, thanx pojie for giving me a ride on ur way to putrajaya.
9.20am : went to BAs' foodcourt and took my breakfast. here's the best part, took my meal. and stayed there for the freaking 40minutes.
well, was browsing web through my phone. was listening to some MP3s. i dont know y but i just couldnt get my head right to what i was suppose to do.
10.10am : went to see Dr. Saifuddin but he's not at his room (BN), 'lepak' at BN for a few minutes and went online again just to check my email(s) and got one from Dr Saifuddin. saying he cant help.
well, at least a tried to ask right? i was planning to go with it without asking any lecturers when i got my result. but seeing friends crying/moodless/down/begging lecturers/appealing letters or whatever u wana call it for their results got me thinking back then....y shouldnt i? am i too good or what?(which im OBVIOUSLY NOT) and thanx to a few of my friends who insisted me to see those lecturers and appealing with Dean too, i slowly got my sense back. i went online last night after got back from ntah gathering and sending all emails to lecturers. asking friends how to do stuffs i need to do today. etc3.
10.30am : at this time i was COMPLETELY lost. i was alone and my head wasnt right. wanted to call friend or two who might want to come to BA for some unfinished work or who wants to do add drop session bla4. but , i didnt do any of those and quickly got my way to COE FC bus stop. and started to listen to MP3s again.
total finished work : 1/3
total work to do : add drop + meet the Dean
10.45am : as usual, bus service in UNITEN is as sucks as hell.
10.50am : arrived at amanah and went online at laptop...AGAIN.
browse through intranets at first, then went to info.uniten.edu.my/info , checking my timeslot (AGAIN), and listen to MP3s (STILL). i was blur back then with kaduk was still sleeping and at 11am on holidays, who's already up in such early in the morning right? so, yet AGAIN, i was off on my own.
11.15am : got sms from old friend back in primary school saying a friend of mine who got into a road accident a night before hari raya last month had passed away this morning. called his brother right away.
his name is syazili, AL-FATIHAH my friend. im sorry i wont be able to get back in time for ur 'pengkebumian'.
11.30am : got sms from another friend who has same time slot as mine asking where i am. said im still at amanah and boy oh boy, i went back to amanah just to know i was still have 2 other unfinished works T_T. he offered a ride to ITMS and off we go.
11.45am : adding all the subjects need to be taken this semester and waited for sos.
12pm : sos came and straight away to see Dean.
12.15pm: sos wanted to go to BA 2nd floor saying he can settle everything there. but OBVIOUSLY he couldnt , could he? haha. met jay and a few others saying Ms. Norshahida cant help anymore coz she helped as much as she could in carry marks since FINAL exam MATF144 was a disaster for MOST of the students in her section. off we went to BN
12.45pm : Dean wasnt in the office and we sat down for a few minutes talking about the disaster Trimester '4'. haha. well, 'nasi sudah menjadi bubur' my friend. accept it.
1pm : went to COE foodcourt and met apex,qayum,aqif,dekwan n a few others. sos asked Dekwan about the Dean thingy since he needs to appeal too. came into a conclusion that we go back and write a formal letter and submit to Dean.
1.10pm : got back to amanah since we didnt lepak that long with apex and the gang coz sos was in a hurry. straight away i didnt have anything else better to other than grab my phone and listen to MP3s...AGAIN. lol.
sos was using the laptop to make a letter just to know he gave up on appealing and etc2 and just go for 1 trimester. 1 final trimester, insyaallah.
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so, that's it. i got my formal letter ready for the Dean in case i want to submit tomorrow. for now, im still lost. let see if i can get anyone or anything to express about this or if i suddenly can think straight :D.
well, was planning to have a futsal session today but seeing things arent really ready (place hasnt been booked even) i gave a call to aunt saying i want to go home. for first time i felt soo alone and gota admit, i have no where to go other than back home and see grandpa. love u grndpa.
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well, another trimester to go for me then as sos said just now 'aku extend je lah. budak2 foundie baru cun2 weii, serious shit lagi cun dari xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'. cheh. haha. stock baru for kaduk je laaa.
ps: sumpah bilangan 'xxxx' salah woi. haha
so, til then peeps. thanx for all ur support.
ps: take care U out there ;)
tolonglah budak2 DCMers, drifters, LYN. gua xtahan la nk reply comment dari ym je. post kt sni la mangkuksss
8.45am : woke up and as much as i was moodless, went to take a shower and get ready for the 'journey' to BA.
9.15am : arrived at BA, thanx pojie for giving me a ride on ur way to putrajaya.
9.20am : went to BAs' foodcourt and took my breakfast. here's the best part, took my meal. and stayed there for the freaking 40minutes.
well, was browsing web through my phone. was listening to some MP3s. i dont know y but i just couldnt get my head right to what i was suppose to do.
10.10am : went to see Dr. Saifuddin but he's not at his room (BN), 'lepak' at BN for a few minutes and went online again just to check my email(s) and got one from Dr Saifuddin. saying he cant help.
well, at least a tried to ask right? i was planning to go with it without asking any lecturers when i got my result. but seeing friends crying/moodless/down/begging lecturers/appealing letters or whatever u wana call it for their results got me thinking back then....y shouldnt i? am i too good or what?(which im OBVIOUSLY NOT) and thanx to a few of my friends who insisted me to see those lecturers and appealing with Dean too, i slowly got my sense back. i went online last night after got back from ntah gathering and sending all emails to lecturers. asking friends how to do stuffs i need to do today. etc3.
10.30am : at this time i was COMPLETELY lost. i was alone and my head wasnt right. wanted to call friend or two who might want to come to BA for some unfinished work or who wants to do add drop session bla4. but , i didnt do any of those and quickly got my way to COE FC bus stop. and started to listen to MP3s again.
total finished work : 1/3
total work to do : add drop + meet the Dean
10.45am : as usual, bus service in UNITEN is as sucks as hell.
10.50am : arrived at amanah and went online at laptop...AGAIN.
browse through intranets at first, then went to info.uniten.edu.my/info , checking my timeslot (AGAIN), and listen to MP3s (STILL). i was blur back then with kaduk was still sleeping and at 11am on holidays, who's already up in such early in the morning right? so, yet AGAIN, i was off on my own.
11.15am : got sms from old friend back in primary school saying a friend of mine who got into a road accident a night before hari raya last month had passed away this morning. called his brother right away.
his name is syazili, AL-FATIHAH my friend. im sorry i wont be able to get back in time for ur 'pengkebumian'.
11.30am : got sms from another friend who has same time slot as mine asking where i am. said im still at amanah and boy oh boy, i went back to amanah just to know i was still have 2 other unfinished works T_T. he offered a ride to ITMS and off we go.
11.45am : adding all the subjects need to be taken this semester and waited for sos.
12pm : sos came and straight away to see Dean.
12.15pm: sos wanted to go to BA 2nd floor saying he can settle everything there. but OBVIOUSLY he couldnt , could he? haha. met jay and a few others saying Ms. Norshahida cant help anymore coz she helped as much as she could in carry marks since FINAL exam MATF144 was a disaster for MOST of the students in her section. off we went to BN
12.45pm : Dean wasnt in the office and we sat down for a few minutes talking about the disaster Trimester '4'. haha. well, 'nasi sudah menjadi bubur' my friend. accept it.
1pm : went to COE foodcourt and met apex,qayum,aqif,dekwan n a few others. sos asked Dekwan about the Dean thingy since he needs to appeal too. came into a conclusion that we go back and write a formal letter and submit to Dean.
1.10pm : got back to amanah since we didnt lepak that long with apex and the gang coz sos was in a hurry. straight away i didnt have anything else better to other than grab my phone and listen to MP3s...AGAIN. lol.
sos was using the laptop to make a letter just to know he gave up on appealing and etc2 and just go for 1 trimester. 1 final trimester, insyaallah.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
so, that's it. i got my formal letter ready for the Dean in case i want to submit tomorrow. for now, im still lost. let see if i can get anyone or anything to express about this or if i suddenly can think straight :D.
well, was planning to have a futsal session today but seeing things arent really ready (place hasnt been booked even) i gave a call to aunt saying i want to go home. for first time i felt soo alone and gota admit, i have no where to go other than back home and see grandpa. love u grndpa.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
well, another trimester to go for me then as sos said just now 'aku extend je lah. budak2 foundie baru cun2 weii, serious shit lagi cun dari xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'. cheh. haha. stock baru for kaduk je laaa.
ps: sumpah bilangan 'xxxx' salah woi. haha
so, til then peeps. thanx for all ur support.
ps: take care U out there ;)
tolonglah budak2 DCMers, drifters, LYN. gua xtahan la nk reply comment dari ym je. post kt sni la mangkuksss
time to get cracking
ok. first up to do today :
-go to see Dr. Saifuddin. he replied my email and asking me to see him although he said it's hard for him to help me. it's ok sir.
-go for the add drop session at 1130
-accompany sos to see Dean.
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last night was fun although it wasnt perfect with some minor glitch at the last minute. thank u all for coming.
til then peeps.
Take Care ;)
-go to see Dr. Saifuddin. he replied my email and asking me to see him although he said it's hard for him to help me. it's ok sir.
-go for the add drop session at 1130
-accompany sos to see Dean.
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last night was fun although it wasnt perfect with some minor glitch at the last minute. thank u all for coming.
til then peeps.
Take Care ;)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
i got my sense back. FINALLY.
well, it's 2am in the morning. kaduk is sleeping and pojie is still sitting in front of his laptop. i dont know y but each time im all alone like this in my room at amanah, there's a sudden rush inside me to write what im thinking at the moment. maybe it's all because i can really concentrate every single thing that is in my mind an think deeply about them all.
so, im done with all the no mood thingy, regret (not really, u get for what u pay for or in this term for what u work for) , etc2. i think, i need to push the RESTART button once and for all this time around. gota work damn hard this time around. and i do need to be 'ME' back in trimester 3 coz back then although i wasnt among the top in the class, at least i didnt feel lost when listening to lecture sessions.
so, this is it (macam MJ la pula) en. kamal, u need to work real hard. ok, we'll see how it goes next week. the plans are :
-appeal for the subject
-appeal with Dean
-add/drop session
-wait a day or two then starts attending classes as usual.
-goes on with the classes if i cant pass the appealing session and hello big holiday in february 2010.
so, wish me luck. to my dear friend sos, please dont give up. it's good to feel regret, but give up isnt an option. we 'asked' for this since june and this is what we get. take a chill pill and think thoroughly. if the 'appealing session' of urs does come to an end of the road, please contact me before making any decision. honestly, i would like to see ur face in here no matter what semester u are taking.
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im watching/reading the live score at www.premierleague.com for Man Utd. vs. blackburn R. didnt go out tonight coz i just dont have the mood. i came here to uniten just to see my friends and hopefully get my sense back coz yesterday was a nightmare for me at shah alam. i do have family that supports me from every inch, but i just stuck in my own world.
good night peeps.
ps : take care U out there ;)
so, im done with all the no mood thingy, regret (not really, u get for what u pay for or in this term for what u work for) , etc2. i think, i need to push the RESTART button once and for all this time around. gota work damn hard this time around. and i do need to be 'ME' back in trimester 3 coz back then although i wasnt among the top in the class, at least i didnt feel lost when listening to lecture sessions.
so, this is it (macam MJ la pula) en. kamal, u need to work real hard. ok, we'll see how it goes next week. the plans are :
-appeal for the subject
-appeal with Dean
-add/drop session
-wait a day or two then starts attending classes as usual.
-goes on with the classes if i cant pass the appealing session and hello big holiday in february 2010.
so, wish me luck. to my dear friend sos, please dont give up. it's good to feel regret, but give up isnt an option. we 'asked' for this since june and this is what we get. take a chill pill and think thoroughly. if the 'appealing session' of urs does come to an end of the road, please contact me before making any decision. honestly, i would like to see ur face in here no matter what semester u are taking.
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im watching/reading the live score at www.premierleague.com for Man Utd. vs. blackburn R. didnt go out tonight coz i just dont have the mood. i came here to uniten just to see my friends and hopefully get my sense back coz yesterday was a nightmare for me at shah alam. i do have family that supports me from every inch, but i just stuck in my own world.
good night peeps.
ps : take care U out there ;)
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