padan muka

hurmm..before melalut session starts...
sorry 'someone', not really layan ur sms just now. im very sorry :(. take care and good luck esok OK? ;).

ok, here it goes..

blur blur blur. hurmm...result was out at 6pm (i checked at that time). and yes. ermm...as someone said. i couldnt be called 'abang degree' yet. ok. put that aside.


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here's a few things after long discussion at SERAI while having dinner with my grandpa n aunt(very2 nice restaurant :D). well, for the start...my aunt was OK (disappointed as usual) with it. she jokingly said when i showed her the result (yes, i wasnt afraid tho T_T) :

"well, for the positive side, u did OK in ur physics unlike what u told me back in raya (i told her i cant catch up with physics coz ive been playing a lot since early sem) and i cant comment about ur calculus coz baik xyah amik engine kalo calculus pun dpt C . about ur chemistry (which i failed..AGAIN), we really need to do something about it. say if u wana stay there and extend yet again, kita berulang lah from shah alam and UNITEN for 1 semester. how about it? easy skit for long to monitor ur study habit as u really need to change it before degree time. take a couple of days before tells long about it ok?"

(my calculus is B+, that's the max i can get even i got almost perfect mark in final coz my carry mark was a disaster. thank god i got B at least eh. kalo C, im a dead guy T_T)

grandpa :
"lol(literally laughing a bit), da brape kali tok ayah ckp? mls sngt, PADAN MUKA. T_T. ikut lah. but tok ayah really happy if u get degree in engine. one day. and continued drinking his teh ais. T_T.


parents (i gave them a call just now):

"think and think. u failed coz u mls sngt sape suruh (dad). coz if u dont and u try hard enough but still failed rsenye we wont be having this discussion coz i know u abe, if u sure about something u wont need me and umi to listen to whatever ur problem is. now, u still wana do it is it? coz if u're thinking about changing course, u will just come to us and say 'im out from uniten la ayah'.
go on, if long ckp stay with her for 1 sem, go with it, biar die marah2 skit everyday T_T....BTW, one more thing, u hesitate nk decide now coz u malu dgn kwn isit? dont lie to me, i was at ur place and i didnt grad as first class engineer kt overseas(poyo lak die T_T, haha) without having fail in my diploma. think about it. UNITEN ckp 2 minggu lagi nk reply kn? ok, selasa ni call ayah again or balik rumah jap and give me the answer.
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these are exact discussion/summary from what i'd been discussed with them just now. haha. T_T



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tomorrow morning going back to UNITEN and take out remaining stuffs and send them to aunt's house at sec. 3 bangi. might as well lepak there til monday.

ps : im not supposed in 'not in the mood' situation really. coz back in raya time i knew how it's going to be and even told aunt about, but i kept on denying the truth. i think it's not as easy as it looks when the time come for u to really look at ur result eventhough u already know that u malas enough eh? huhu.. T_T.

i have to say as much as im chilling and couldnt careless about the world, im still a bit 'malu' sometime tho. tu la malas sngt. haha :P.



ok, im melalut a bit too much now. i just need to express everything in my mind now. tomorrow is another day~~